Open up your eyes.

Please do not hurt her anymore, she is in so much pain as it is. I cant bear to see her shed another tear, to see her stare into the distance with that look of sadness on her face. I cant stand to look at her hiding all that underlying pain and tears behind a self made mask with a smile painted on it, when deep down she is crying and screaming for someone to come save her. She puts on a fake smile to show the world that everything is alright, to show YOU that she is alright, because she thinks on your behalf and does not want to rob you of what you have. Even if it means sacrificing her happiness everyday just so you can be happy. It pains me so much to see her this way.

You were able to give her what she never had before in such a short period of time, something even I failed to accomplish. I have never seen her love anyone the way she loves you. You do not have the slightest idea of how much you mean to her. More than you can possibly imagine right now. You mean the world to her. But as much as she loves you, she is hurting equally as much over there. Tears, heartache and sorrow, that is all I ever hear and see anymore. Its been so long since I have last seen her smile wholeheartedly. The slightest thing you do prickles her heart. You don't know it, but a simple deed could make her fall in love with you all over again, yet the slightest mistake could break her fragile heart and cause her to feel so insecure.

She is a truly wonderful and amazing girl don't you think? Then why is it that you never pay any attention to what she says? Why is it that every time you say or carry out an act of redemption, at the exact moment you manage to make her feel special and that everything is going to be just perfect, you go and take it all away from her again. Why is it that your words and promises are never good? Every single time you get into a tiff with her, you say you're sorry, you say you will change, you say you promise it wont happen again. But time and time again you've only proven that the words spewed from your mouth are nothing more than just words.

The minute she trusts you and whispers she loves you, you turn your back on her and do the same shit again. I know you hurt too, but for all the reason you may hurt, she has been through that and even more.. but it never changed her love for you. So you wonder, why is she still hanging on? That's because she has never felt this way for another guy before, because she has never loved anyone this much before as how she loves you, but is this how you return the favor?

Just take a step back and look at the bigger picture, try putting yourself in her shoes for once. A relationship consists of two people, two hearts, not just one. She would give you her all. Even to the extent of giving her identity up just to keep you pleased and secure, she has lost all sense of reasoning. But would you do the same for her? Have you learned to count your blessings?

To have her love you this much, you truly are a lucky guy. Please, this is not a mere case of pain or heartache. This burden and suffering she carries is not something she can bear any longer. When she says she loves you, she means it with all her heart. I want to see her smile and be happy again. Please, don't hurt her anymore. I beg of you.