Yes, I do trust you. So much that it hurts when you turn your back against it. Yet altogether, I still believe and never lost faith.
I did let go once, but don't go judging me like that. I would never wish to leave you. It is not as simple as that of a 5 year old's painting, things were out of my grasp and no matter how hard i stretched my arms and tried to reach then, you kept flying away with those widespread angel wings of yours.
This is where you have me wrong, I do not miss or wish to be the person I was before. Just as you have your justifications, my saving grace is that I do not even like who i was back then. Why would I want to devolve back to him? I want to help you look at things from another point, because what you see is not what is real to me.
Do you still not understand bi? I wouldn't have you any other way, I wouldn't change the years we had together. I don't wish you were born any different than the way you were. Not for the world. I love you for you.
I know you love me and I love you too. We didn't get to enjoy a nice dinner together, but I hope you liked the food I got you. I know you love me and more than anything else, I love you. Happy 2 years 3 months anniversary baby.
With love.
