A story for you to read.

Each time you draw open the curtains, you flash me a broad smile showcasing your front row of teeth, your eyes go wide and then you start to smile sheepishly as you make your way towards me. And then I also see how your inner eyebrows curve upwards and your eyes slowly take the shape of an O as you hug and slowly look up at me by the front of your gate. You didn't need words, your eyes always has a way of saying everything. The signals, my heart pains. The fact that I have to leave and walk away. But it also shows me just how much I mean to you and that never ceases to make me a happy, like a boy whose mother buys him a new ice cream after he dropped his first one. And that makes it all the much better. And though it is so hard to walk away, I always know that I will see you tomorrow, the day after and the next day and the next and the next after the next and the list goes on foreverrrrrrrr! Baby I want you to know that too. Its all still so surreal. 5 more months to go and we would've made it to our 2nd year. Time really does fly. Boy, I cant wait. What do you expect of this time around? :)) I love you. Oh and baby, just so you know, whenever you refuse to talk to me because you miss me in your own merajuk manja way, I find you completely adorable and soooo darn irresistible! I love you so much bi.

With lots of love, care, protection, irritatingness, and everything else good and bad of me inside,
Ian Koh Xian Jian