Superwoman.

Sometimes life takes us on a jagged path.. but we have to keep on going full speed ahead, looking inside ourselves for the courage to endure and push past them, never looking back. You are a strong and special person, that is what I can truly say. I know that you can do anything you set your mind to. I hope someday, you'd believe in yourself as much as I believe in you b.

Loves

Echoes from within.

When you read these words
I hope you'll think,
just for a moment,

How much you mean to me
and how much you always will,

When you set this card aside
and continue on with the things
you need to do in your day,

Smile a smile for me
and remember how thankful
I will always be for you.

I love you. x

I love you.

Baby, I know I have done you many wrongs before. I know the level of distrust and insecurities you place in me. Amidst our fight yesterday, my main concern was to get in touch with you, to find out if you were home and fine, I forgot completely about the fact that I chatted with her and so I never came around to telling you. I can imagine how wrecked and shaken up you are by what has happened and I cannot begin to describe how sorry I am for making you feel this way. I hate myself for having forgotten, I hate myself for putting you through this and it pains me more than anything else to imagine what you are going through. But at the same time b, I want you to know that I was not lying or hiding anything from you. This girl never lived in Malaysia to begin with and I have only seen her once in my life few years back. What or how could I possibly have anything to hide or lie to you about? I know it is my mistake for forgetting and I am not denying it. I'm sorry. I love you and I hope you will give me a chance by talking to me. You too should know how much I love you, more than anyone else ever did and I would do anything for you, literally. I understand how you see it, but I hope you consider see'ing it from my side to b and try to understand what I am saying. I promised you that I would never lie or hide from you again and I meant that b. I really did.. I don't want to lose you. My biggest wish is for us to be together forever. I'm sorry b, I meant it when I said I would not lie or hide from you. And in this case, I have nothing to. Please believe me b, I beg of you.. You are the only one in my life.

Convictions of a dead man.

It was not even a conversation. It was simply a passing remark. I have never talked to my friends about the wallet, all that was said was

A - so what did your girlfriend get you?

B - she got me an ax wallet

A - seriously!? my girlfriend got me that too!

and we both parted ways. That song, the action of recording it, the trouble you took to see it through was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me in my life. Though I see you would beg to differ. You're not the one to blame. But I would not say it any other way because that is the way it is for me. So forgive me for repeating that same sentence for the millionth time.

Do you not reckon that if anyone were to question me regarding what you did for me on my birthday that I would mention the song? Is that how I'm perceived through your eyes? Well I pray not. Though if that is how you truly feel and think of me, surely it is beyond justifiable to say that I have not been a good enough boyfriend and thus your regards of me.

For that I owe you an apology for not having played my part well. What I can assure you of is the love I have for you and how deep it runs in me. Though I wonder, if you search deep inside yourself, is it really that hard to believe that my love is good? I just want for you to be happy and for me to be happy with you.